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My Awakening By The Wolf

"We live in our perception of people's perception of  us" - Jay Shetty I might have gotten the words of this quote wrongly but the concept is still the same.  99% of the time... I live in this world of perception.  Be it if I'm aware of this fact or not.

Love In BDSM

A relationship is born through a bonding of trust. One of which the dynamic of respect, honour and faith to their partners. With this, BDSM is different from any regular relationship - in my eyes. When it comes to a Friend With Benefits relationship, it encompass a bonding of trust, communication and connection. This however doesn't need to be deep for its about being as friends with sex as the topping. The fear is when lust becomes love for one or the other - when one isn't there to commit. This comes to me wondering what if... for a BDSM relationship. Would it be worse for the connections reign deeper - sipping into our souls?

My Thoughts On BDSM Structure

What do you think of rules and structure? To those that knows me, I seriously hate them. I hate them so much that I ensure that no students or interns called me by the title "Miss". I'll allow them to call me by my name or nicknames like "Pretty" or "Comel" (Cute in Malaysian Language). I just didn't like the idea of someone thinking I'm better than them. When I first came to the BDSM scene, I had people approaching me with their names. "Slave", "Sir", "Master". I'll always opt to call them by their names instead (or their nicknames). In was the same for Master. I called him Shem when he questioned, "Yes what?". And he accepted it at first, when I called him by his name. Only with time and with trust, it escalated to Sir - followed by Master. It took me a while to get used to the titles. When I first started off, it was easier to call someone Daddy than any of the other titles. I feel inferio...

I Have Faith In You

Oh.. how stupid am I To dwell on my pain Oh.. how dumb can I be To be in this living hell When I surrendered My mind, body and emotions I dedicated myself to you With hopes you'll help me through Now, my tide is calm Facing my darkness within No longer I want to be Staying here dwelling In such a short time with you I find depth in myself Emotions and issues arises But they no longer stay for long I want to laugh I want to cry I want to be in just joy And it's caused you believed in me My broken parts you've embraced Hoping to break it down Rebuild from scratch I'm to be Under your marvelous wings I have faith in you As to you I surrendered and trust Turn me from a brat to a woman That's worth your time and space Thank you for stepping in When many choose to sleep Guide me through for I believe in you.  Love, your slave