Bratty Slut's Personal Corner

Remember this my dear Sir Mistakes made are reflections  Of pain, fear and loss  It's never meant to directly hurt you For the other had always been suffering It's neither your fault you're not enough  Nor is it hers for not communicating  It's just how life had always been When our minds aren't strong to withhold the pain Hence I truly pray That your days and night Be filled with love  Let the joy in your heart Be the guide Let it all be free Let the pain dissipate And the angst released Not forgetting the hatred forgiven As happiness to replace them For nothing is more worthy Than your very peace of mind For nothing can ever be enough Than your love for self As the right one is waiting for you to be cleared and free. -BrokenBrat, 10 August 2018

Oh.. how stupid am I To dwell on my pain Oh.. how dumb can I be To be in this living hell When I surrendered My mind, body and emotions I dedicated myself to you With hopes you'll help me through Now, my tide is calm Facing my darkness within No longer I want to be Staying here dwelling In such a short time with you I find depth in myself Emotions and issues arises But they no longer stay for long I want to laugh I want to cry I want to be in just joy And it's caused you believed in me My broken parts you've embraced Hoping to break it down Rebuild from scratch I'm to be Under your marvelous wings I have faith in you As to you I surrendered and trust Turn me from a brat to a woman That's worth your time and space Thank you for stepping in When many choose to sleep Guide me through for I believe in you.  Love, your slave

Writing... I write when I'm in overdrive I write when I'm tired I write when I needed an outlet I write when I'm punishing myself Pain... Physical pain brings me to the moment Pushing all things internal aside But mental and emotional pain It drives me round, running from myself Believing my punishment is to be alone Into the shadows I walk Unaware of the initial idea I had Thinking with this I'll get closure But instead the further and deeper I fall. Again tears are running down Words just kept flowing in But along the way I just had to stop Why oh why am I punishing myself again The storyline this time wasn't important But the pain I want it to be inflicted in me was Guilt, hatred, pain and shame No words could explain what's truly within The ghastly ghost I'm so afraid The demon waiting to be free The guardian being cast away Alone I am in my dark thoughts, I feel This internal infliction must stop It's not Master's responsibility but mine To trul...

Each day a new crude message Seeking to berate me Hoping for closure You see, I've loved you From that very first day You're my hope, dreams And my very shelter But life thought me this Love is not everything I needed more Can't you see... I'm sorry... I'm sorry... Daddy please let me go I'm not good enough for you I tried to talk But you're not around So, with swollen eyes I questioned my deepest needs My letter to you Was filled with fear That'll you'll not understand Why I needed this It's not always about sex Or scenes and play There's more I needed For me to stay I'm sorry... so so sorry... Daddy please let me go I'm not ready today My heart and mind Conflicted and torn Between a safe space And actual help I wished you'd observed And understood my silent needs To grow with awareness Though the BDSM path I found my answer A beacon of light He understood what I needed He's patient but strict I'm sorry... Daddy I am... P...