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I Have Faith In You

Oh.. how stupid am I
To dwell on my pain
Oh.. how dumb can I be
To be in this living hell




When I surrendered
My mind, body and emotions
I dedicated myself to you
With hopes you'll help me through


Now, my tide is calm
Facing my darkness within
No longer I want to be
Staying here dwelling


In such a short time with you
I find depth in myself
Emotions and issues arises
But they no longer stay for long


I want to laugh
I want to cry
I want to be in just joy
And it's caused you believed in me




My broken parts you've embraced
Hoping to break it down
Rebuild from scratch I'm to be
Under your marvelous wings


I have faith in you
As to you I surrendered and trust
Turn me from a brat to a woman
That's worth your time and space


Thank you for stepping in
When many choose to sleep
Guide me through for I believe in you. 
Love, your slave
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