I Have Faith In You

Oh.. how stupid am I

To dwell on my pain

Oh.. how dumb can I be

To be in this living hell

When I surrendered

My mind, body and emotions

I dedicated myself to you

With hopes you'll help me through

Now, my tide is calm

Facing my darkness within

No longer I want to be

Staying here dwelling

In such a short time with you

I find depth in myself

Emotions and issues arises

But they no longer stay for long

I want to laugh

I want to cry

I want to be in just joy

And it's caused you believed in me

My broken parts you've embraced

Hoping to break it down

Rebuild from scratch I'm to be

Under your marvelous wings

I have faith in you

As to you I surrendered and trust

Turn me from a brat to a woman

That's worth your time and space

Thank you for stepping in

When many choose to sleep

Guide me through for I believe in you.

Love, your slave

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