Bratty Slut's Personal Corner

Part 1 Note: Merry Christmas Daddy. I hope you'll enjoy this little Christmas gift I made for you.   His fingers lightly brush along my body as we lay by the fireplace talking about our first conversation online. The dim lights makes our little Christmas Eve moment a little more special as it was our first time physically together. His smile gives me the little butterflies despite being deadly sleepy from my flight to Great Britain. He wanted to take it further but I shook my head, rejecting it altogether. I could see his disappointment in his eyes. However, he smiled and stroke my hair knowing that I would want to treasure this moment with him.  The truth was far different from that though... Me: Daddy... Daddy: Yes, Babygirl.   He looks at me with his beautiful grey-blue eyes, stroking the ends of my hair gently.  Me: Mmmhhmm... Can I give you your Christmas gift earlier?  Daddy: Do you want yours earlier too?  ...

Walking into BDSM, the last thing on my mind was a relationship. However, with the Ancient One... it was his sincerity and his vulnerability that opened the door to my heart - making me believe in the possibility of finding the right man. I was in a dynamic. He is married. It never occurred to any of us that anything could ever happen. It started with my innocence of eating ice cream. Who would have ever thought, the perverted Ancient One was thinking of a human popsicle. He said he wanted 'ice cream' too and I told him to go for it. He came back beaming - he had his 'ice cream' and that's when we both realized it was a genuine misunderstanding.

I knew dead on that I'm in trouble. I should have paid more attention to Daddy's instructions and the discussions we had in the past few weeks. He has hinted many times yet I've been really ignorant about it. Daddy looked at me – his eyes dead-on furious as he observes me carefully, deciding what to do. “Where is he?” “He's in the bathtub. I thought he wants to rape me” I whimpered in fear. “I'm sorry, Daddy. I'm sorry. I didn't know”. Daddy was furious at first. He then took a deep breath and pats my head lightly as he shushes me. “It's okay baby girl. You didn't know... you probably forgot. I'm sorry I scared you.” He then bends over to face me and said, "We talked about this baby girl. You knew it will happen within this week. Yet, you've not been paying much attention uh." He gave a threatening look that I've not seen except during days I was being a brat and was being punished. I panicked but I couldn't say a word. I ...

I could hear the rain outside. I pulled my comforter higher up as I snuggled, rub my face and hug the warm body beside me. Wait, did I say warm body?! I opened my eyes and look at the person beside me, speechless. Daddy was naked beside me on the bed. I blinked and rubbed my eyes. It must be a dream. He was supposed to have a meeting this morning. I followed him as he had work and he thought it would be fun to have me taking a break out of home – by the beach for a little bit. I looked at him – torn between waking the beautiful Italian man in front of me or to have him in my arms for a little bit more. I was about to wake him when he said, “Don't question, baby girl. Massage my balls and lick your favorite lollipop. I've been watching you for a while.” I rubbed my eyes awake. “Hmm... Morning Daddy”, slowly looking at him as I could see his eyes still covered by his right arm. I find it amusing that he knows what I'm thinking although he's clearly not looking at me. Wit...

I was suddenly dragged into a room. Unknown to anyone; unknown to me. Probably, 2 people, I knew but they're not the ones that needed to talk to me. The room felt bare. Dark. Silent. Until he spoke. No, I don't know who he is. The only word that came to my mind then, Mysterious. If you want to imagine, it'll be like the movies where the spotlight is on me and the ones that interviews and observe are nowhere to be seen - only heard.

Have you ever wondered how it feels like to talk to your inner voice? It feels like it's you yet wiser,  deeper and patient. Here's my conversation with my little... Closing my eyes It's where I am now... Where am I? In the depths of your very own mind. How? It's your choice, not mine. Why? You did say you'll not run. When? It's anytime you are ready... anywhere you physically might be. What now? Listen, breathe and believe. For you are safe. I'll not hurt you baby, I promise I won't. And so I did... stepping a little into the depths of my own mind. Afraid yet aware of my fears. Unshaken for it is all of me. And so... words again flowed in.  The way it always had been... Why am I like this? Why do I always end up here? The voice in my head smiled.. "For you are alone"  Is this the way it will always be? Loneliness cannot be replaced For it's within you Deep into your soul you are. I embraced...

(Daddy's View)  I couldn't stop tapping my finger on the table, It's been ages and my clearance is still not coming through! Why?! Why does a stupid unexpected security breach is happening right now?! It's been 7 hours, I'm 5 hours late! I spoke to Richard, the head of the security team. At least let me make a call but protocols are protocols. I hate protocols yet who am I to say when my personal life with baby girl is all about protocols! No, this can't be happening... I can't let her be suffering. I need to do something! My anxiety was getting to me. I remembered her words, “Daddy, can you not ignore me? Will you stay with me?”. I know how hard it is for her – and here I am, punishing her in the toilet for over the time limit. This isn't going to be good. Shit... (My View)  I think I've lost my voice. I could no longer cry. It hurts so much. It hurts more inside. I don't know what to do... I am scared... Daddy, where are you. It...